No, Not Again!
Okay. School. * sigh * School= The worst place in the universe, where you get bullied, where you're using your brain to do stuff, and the place where it's makes your life A LIVING DAMN HELL!!!!
I went to the open house and it went.... Okay. The part when i was happy, was when i noticed i almost failed the Math FCAT, so i got 2 intensive Math classes with the same teacher. And she's the best Math teacher in the school! I just hope she'll have the patience to teach me Multiplication and Division, because i never understanded it. The sad part was, that i didn't see my crush there.... So maybe he wasn't gonna go to that school this year. All i wanted was that one hug >.< But i never got it because of my stupid Mom. *sigh*
Tomorrow I'm gonna get school supplies... AND PURPLE HIGHLIGHTS FOR MY HAIR!!! * squeak* And I already have a binder, so this is the wallpaper:
Okay... Bleh
I'm totally mindless right now e-e I'm literally filled with so much HATE it's overwhelming.... Why? Well, I've tooken a huge grudge against Oreck, I'm starting to hate him. My mom is being a jerk, she's been doing negative things she hasn't told me, and i just absolutely HATE her! This morning, i went out to hug her and she asked me if i slept last night, and i said no. Then, she FREAKED. I ran back into my room, SOBBING. And now, tomorrow is the Open House for my school,(thankfully I'm going to the same one), and need to wake up at 9 am and get shot that i need to enter 7th grade.... The bad thing is, rather.die than get a shot, and i necessarily don't need the shot, because it's just for girls and boys who don't do what their supposed to and go some place with their GF/BF and.... I think you know.. And I'm not that kind of girl, but... Oh well. And plus, i don't think I'm gonna get school supplies cuz we don't really have the money... >:||| e-e
I have 944 followers on Pandora! And i have a new best friend. His name is Logan and he's 14!!! :D and yay, he's NOT hateable!!!:3
Gee, Another party.
I think i messed up on a blog i posted with the same title, so I'm writeing it again.
I CAN'T FFAAAAAAIIIIIINNNNNNNTTTTTTT blah blah blah.
Okay, I'm having another party!! But this time with kids!!!:D Cameron, Bryce, Lenora, Gissle, and Jazmin! There just some of my old friends....=_= Where just gonna hang out and watch a movie or something. One of their moms said if i wanted to go bowling, but i can't cause i broke my shoulder when i was... 9 i think and so i use that arm to do everything, and so i can't lift heavy
thing:`(
I have a little more than 800 followers on Pandora!!!:D My goal is 10,000 by my next Birth-Day....
I'm always on there XD
BREAK AWAY FROM EVERYBODY, BREAK AWAY FROM EVERYTHING!!!
Lol sorry... I was just listening to (*squeaks*) 3 DAYS GRACE!!! (oh my god, my favorite!!!)
Okay, anyway, GUESS WHAT?! Remember that i said that i was having a small birth day party on the 4th?! Yeah, and i got an iPad!
I WALK THIS EMPTY STREET ON THE BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS lol sorry! Songs just keep passing by on Pandora - OH MY GOD PARAMORE!!!! ALL I WANTED WAS YYYYOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAHHHHHHUUUUUU!!!!!! :| I'm really sorry.ANYWAY. i have 3 new oc`s!!! Twitchy-Ears, Meowkins, and Ibucki!!! If you want to see me drawing them, go to my YouTube!:3 Today i cryed because i just realized I'm not in my imageineary la la land running around in darkness with T.E and Meowkins... I was actually happy then a HORRORABLE pang of SADDNESS, no even worse, DEPPRESSING , SUICIDAL , feeling hit and surrounded me! >:( Like seriously! But this was in the morning and i started to sobb... And i hate to admit.. But i think I'm Bisexual... Y`know, when you like both genders!( i know, I'm a little too young to talk/know about that... But I'm also too young to understand, because I'm still not done growing. e-e
Another Sleepless Night :P
As the title says, I've had another SLEEPLESS night. Personally, I belive i have MAJOR sleeping problems. For example, My normal bedtime is 10:00 pm, but I'm not sleepy at that time. So I just lay there, doing nothing, sometimes just crying(i always have little "episodes" about no boy will ever love me *A*) or i talk to my imaginary friends, Twitchy-Ears and Meowkins(yes, i have imaginary friends... But T.E is real.....)All of a sudden, it's 2:00 am, and i feel like DRAWING. And i actually draw really cool pictures! Then 3 hours later=5:00am= i want to jump off my bed, and i do but i end up on my face.:P then the WONDERFUL day activity of Florida starts, and lucky Oreck, wakes up from his BEAUTY SLEEP!!!! And does his loud, "Call of the Wild" meow. And that's basically my Sleepless nights.
IT'S A BBEEAAUUTTTIIFFUUUL LLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE!!! IT'S A PERFECT DDDEEENNNIIIAAAAALLLLL SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LIE TO BBBEEELLLIIIVVVEEE!!!!! Sorry....
I'm finally 12!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY DHDDJDJCFYEITUKVDRJCSHKGFTU K
Todays my birth day!!! I'm 12!!! Woooohhh Woooohhh WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH !!!! :D But I'm having a party on Saturday. I CAN'T WAIT!!! Lol, even Oreck knows I'm a year older! :DDD And I'd like to remind you that my YouTube is: oreckmilan. I make drawings, videos of Oreck, and flipnotes! And i might start making vlogs too. I'm not sure yet. :| well, i have to go I'll be on my Pandora account and YouTube!!!:)
